Hi Tess, I think rather than me explain what was really happening within that demo we did, it's important to realise you're making your own interpretation based on what your soul needs you to see. My intuition tells me that the deity in your dream is nothing other than your own higher self - you "God Head". It is drawing you to it through the waters of your emotions. In other words you have to process out your emotional resistances to life. Your higher self will draw you towards it. But you'll never be able to touch - because by the time that happens, the false self will dissolve and you will become your higher deity. Does that make sense? Much love