For a week now I have been down in the density processing and working through some layers. I have been sick and since I don't take any antibiotics, it seems to healing slowly. A day before at night I was feeling really sick and felt to meditate for some hours and the change was so quick, I was surprised to see how the density in the field interrelated with the infection and sickness in the phsyical. Im seeing numbers like 444, 2134 etc. Some weeks before I was seeing 555 repeatedly especially in relation with the twin flame. Importance of bridging 5th density with the phsyical? I wonder if all of these points to the density of existence and soul rays. In back in my family home and all the other familiar layers like inadequacy comes up on the surface. I don't feel this heavy and insufficient when I'm alone! Am I feeling into others stuff or am I feeling into my own because of others presence. In the later case I think it would be worthwhile to persist through it. Anyway I felt to show up and share how I was feeling.