Thank you Open,

This helps a lot. I struggled with it for awhile because I didn't get the answer I wanted. Now I realize I got the answer I needed. Because when I asked myself what was I really looking for when I asked the question, it came to me that I was looking for a way to circumvent my situation so I wouldn't have to deal with it anymore. And that has shown me, when I observe myself, how much I still avoid everything.

I keep getting stuck intellectualizing things and thinking that's enough. But I haven't yet really broken through anything.

It seems there must be a new approach for me, it doesn't work the way I'm doing it.

Anyway, I don't want to do what I always do and talk about what I should do but then don't do it.

Much obliged for your redirection, thank you🙏