Hi Open,

I want to make a small correction. When I said complete uncertainty, I meant uncertainty about the future. English often tricks me. The reality I was in had changed.

I’d been avoiding coming to my family home for a long time because I knew it would be a trap. Yet I still made that choice, because at that moment I couldn’t think of any other option. Even the idea of being penniless in an unfamiliar place occurred to me only after I reached home.

When you say “why don’t you look for a job,” it sounds like trying to resolve the situation. I’m not against working in the matrix. And I know that for my awakening and soul retrieval after the vaccination, I stayed away from the matrix. Maybe it’s time to engage again. I’m open to all options.

Thanks

Soumya