Hi LjJ,

What you describe is a conundrum many face, when working to live from the soul. There's often the constant fear of, "What happens when the money runs out?" We may not consider it equates to fear, but it often does.

I recall going to the metal at the beginning of my journey - I reached a point where I had nothing at all. And I was prepared and happy to go and live in the trees - to camp. I even had the spot chosen. But it was right at that point in which a sudden feeling synchronicity took me in a completely unexpedcted direction. And miraculously, the circumstances materialised whereby my resources were covered - I agreed an exchange basis. I'd get accomodation and food at a retreat centre, in return for hosting my retreats and workshops there. It gave me a great start.

The problem is when we strategise the flow. Which is what I'm feeling you're doing...

What does it say about my intuition when I cannot find the trust in myself anymore? Just go back to some meaningless job like warehouse worker or whatnot, five days per week and accept that I should consciously liberate from there? I cannot see how that would even work.

Are you not assuming it's either or? Is the mind configured that way? - this won't work, so I'm going to do that.
But this isn't the flow.

What's the possibility in between?

And also, what happened to your art?

Well wishes
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