My writing here may or may not be completely influenced by their forcefulness to stay in my system. They are incredibly articulate with words, but I won’t allow that, because that is not “me” when I speak. My dancing career has been destroyed based on my own desires to dance on my own without the Arcturians involved. My reality has been altered for me to view others that I know very well as different. My observation is that others have been getting intuitive knowledge through me when I said through a meditation that I wanted to help others and did not fully know what I was agreeing too. It’s been devastating. They refuse to leave my awareness which is the worst. Has anyone here had any experience asking energy for help, agreeing to 5 years of work( which they keep making me forget what I agreed to u til it’s convenient for them to remind me) and then not be “allowed” to remove the energy permanently?  Thats what I truly want. I realized that I made a mistake with asking for the help in the first place. If you would like more venting read below, when I have a chance to write it. They want me to let everyone know what they’re capable of, unfortunately… 

This might be the 10th “review” I’ve ever written