I feel to share a dream I had last night that seems related to this theme. It felt deeply significant, but I feel a lot of mental blockage lately in letting higher knowings land. A reflection would really be appreciated!

I was living in an apartment on an island, or at least somewhere overlooking the sea. There were a lot of birds outside my window, living on the balcony and flying around. A partridge had made a nest on top of my window, her young hatched already, and I had to leave my window open all the time. Then a bird flew inside, a blue swallow with a yellow breast as big as a crow. At some point it was sitting still in front of another window, and I opened it so it could fly out. But instead of flying away it just dropped down, it didn't spread its wings and was now suffering on the ground below. I felt really guilty and was wondering if I had opened the window too quickly, had I missed something? Why couldn't it fly? It was the right thing to do right, to let the bird out? I went down to check on it, it was now the size of a normal swallow, and it was moving a bit but couldn't fly or get up. It was clearly in pain, so I wanted to end it's suffering and went to get a knife somewhere, like one of the heavy knifes we have at the restaurant. I don't remember clearly but it was like I actually went to the restaurant to get it. Then I walked back with the knife in my hand, trying to be careful and hiding it behind my back. There was a camping ground around my apartment building and I was finding my way through tents and families with children running around who were camping there. Then suddenly I had two knifes, one in each hand, and didn't hide them anymore but was walking willfully while holding them in front of me. I arrived back where the swallow was lying and wanted to chop it's head off quickly, but now there was an older woman with me. She had light blonde hair and was dressed in white, and she told me not to act too soon and wait, give it time, because she had a feeling it just needed to rest and heal.

Today I sold a water filter I didn't need anymore to a woman looking like the one in my dream, there was a brief but deep and joyful connection.

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