Hi Open,

Its nice to have a perspective on what I'm experiencing. I feel the dragaon energy wanting to be met and how sometimes it can slip into distorted expression. The surfer waiting for the ideal wave make sense - its like holding the energy within and channeling it into most rightful expression. I think its also fine to slip into distorted behaviours if we are being aware of it happening and how it leads into exhaustion. And in time we are able to channel it positively. It can also illuminate shadow and bring it to the surface. Connection with nature and yoga greatly helps in grounding the energy. Another thing that helps me is singing.

Vimal 🙏