I woke up this morning knowing that I have a desire, " I want someone to take care of me,to love me and protect me". Then I asked what I give them return " I can love them and eventually pull them into a bubble so that they feel good" . Oh , gosh , Is this what the high priestess in isis temple.did or was that true Healing? It is shocking to know how deeply I'm entangled with Ra. Fortunately my partner ,who is strong ray 1 says " NO" whenever he sees some distortions. It hurts at first but it also give me an opportunity to work through , see my attachments and let go. I can also ask how much freedom or sovereignty do I want? But, but, to be honest , I don't know how is freedom look like? What is freedom? How do I be if im free? If freedom is a mental perspective or an inner feeling , is that possible to be free while I'm in the simulation🤔
Enlighten me and correct me if im wrong.

Namaste

Soumya