Relaxing in Bir with Vimal, soumyeh and River a couple of days after an extraordinary week’s retreat, the Tibetan pilgramage, I am given to reflect. Rightly there is gratitude for the seamless experience, the highest level of commitment and compassion from the Openhand team. Open working tirelessly to weave magic and clarity on behalf of all, bringing insight and understanding in ever creative ways, enjoyable, activational, profound, alchemical. Tilly, constantly working in the background to facilitate the process, tweaking the necessary machinations to ensure coherence, ( impressed at how she took the reasonably strenuous trek down to the waterfall pilgramage alone the day before to check the route while processing karma- tough lady). Megha was our sensitive link to various energies in the ether allowing for a fascinating dialogue around he struggle to disseminate higher consciousness to the root races on the ground. Zeent sang lyrically in light language. Vimal and River were the core of a music festival including various Indian love songs, indescribable beauty around the fire. Soumyeh was an ever present radiance of sparkling, joyful energy. This was deep work. I was mesmorised at the pain the Llamas, Bailey and Blavatsky felt at their perceived failures, being reminded of the collective struggle to push forward and bring coherence to the ground. Again and again we were reminded of the complex obstacles and how so many different factions were being united in the crucible of the coherent merkeba. We worked hard with chakra attunements and activation. I experienced intense flowing geometry and unique forms of expression. I woke up this morning with images of crossing icy mountains. Earlier this year I dreamt of loss, where a child slipped from a mountaintop just out of reach and plummeted. Even though the room I am staying in was warm I felt icy cold. It is apparent now that I fear the unknown. I fear surrendering fully to the sense of whatever  comes next. That is what I am here to explore. But there is geometry evrywhere and the sense of Andromedan presence. Alchemy is everywhere. Namaste.