Hi Open,

Thank you for your comments. There is much to work through there, and while I had heard most of it before, I hadn’t realised transhumanism was so intricately woven into the being. I had in fact wondered about transhumanism for a long time (I have encountered it before in other parts of the body) but nothing had presented itself for me to be able to get a hold on and work with in the way it normally does.

This weekend and subsequent explorations do indeed seem to have taken me into a breaking down process of some kind. I feel like I have just emerged from a very dark place, where every belief system I had was questioned and shaken to the very core. Clarity of thought disappeared into what I can only call a disjointed maelstrom and I couldn’t tell whether what thought was there was mine or something like black snake, though I could feel the ego in the mix. Finally this morning I got some imagery taken, I think, from one of the Divergent films where ‘I’ broke into an infinite number of dark shreds which were swirling round in a vortex and then they were just gone. In the aftermath, there is little thought of any kind, it’s just quiet internally, and pretty shaky externally.

Work in progress as ever…..

Namaste

Pam