Hi Open, I was able to see the podcast this morning! I wanted to share some of the things that have been slowly changing and opening within myself. The base and lower chakras have been pretty much dormant I guess would be a good word for it. As I've been working to integrate and open the base and lower chakras, I can feel some awakening energies there, noticably at times. I've also had some flashes of possibilities that I'd like to see happen in some form in my life.

The last zoom event, I'd shared about a small building in town that has attracted me for a long time. I've run across the person the other day that I thought would know who owns it but not got answers yet. I'm just Being and letting things transform as they will, but taking some steps to allow possibilities to happen so things can transform. I have a sense that something new will come about in time, even if that building doesn't actually become the place I feel I'd like to be in and have some form of business there. Maybe it represents some inner part of me. It gives me the feeling of things that can be created so I flow with those creating thoughts. I recently found some leggings (pants) that have bright ocean colors and bought them for a very cheap price. I feel inspired and happy when I wear them, like I'm becoming a new potential, if that makes sense. Bright colors are very appealing to me. After we did the groups in the zoom event someone had said I was a magician, and looking back over my life, I can see the things I did magically create so that gave me an excitement to bring that magician forth again and allow for new creations to guide me into this changing landscape we live in right now.

I've been really alone most of my life and live alone, and been fine with living alone, but also open to people who might cross my path. A family that I've known about for several years, but never spent any time around, seem to have recently adopted me, saying I'm like a member of their family. They're very simplistic and basically carefree. I was a caregiver for a member of their extended family in this town years ago and it seems interesting that now there's some new connection with this family. I'm going to be open to seeing why they're now in the picture as the universe has its way of putting those in our path for reasons. I've started going to a community dinner they told me about, they've been going for years but I wasn't even aware of it. It's one night a week and they serve vegetarian options so I'm able to enjoy some veggies there. I realized I needed to get out and not stay cooped up at home so I'm making those changes. I know synchronicity will bring about new things so I'm paying attention.

About a week ago when you were doing a post about the Sirius explosion and talked about when you were there and had loved someone, the oddest thing happened and I have no idea where it came from. It was just before bedtime and I was reading all the posts and comments here and suddenly I felt this just overwhelming feeling of being loved, so strongly that it brought tears to my eyes and just flooded my being. I don't remember ever feeling so loved in this lifetime. I have no idea if it was a memory, as I seem to have so much density and loss of memories of past lives so far, but I thought maybe Benevolence was bringing a memory up or showing me feelings of love. I had the feeling that I must have had a great love on Sirius and that had been shattered with the explosion. In this lifetime I've had many feelings of not being loved, of being abandoned and now learning why. So there's that karma to work through.

One thought has been foremost lately in my thoughts and that is Telepathy. The family I've sat with at the dinner, one of them even mentioned telepathy last week, seemingly out of nowhere which I thought was interesting...as I'd thought they wouldn't have knowledge of that, don't ask me why I had that idea as I have no clue. I've had telepathic communications with several people the last few decades and still have this thing that when my house phone rings, I "know" who it is before I answer. I've done this most of my life. So things seem to be waking up for me as I work to embody the higher energies, and being careful to allow only benevolent energies in.

I've wanted to plant new seeds in my garden beds, but Winter has kept a firm grip here this year so far. Finally the fruit trees are just starting to bud out except for one plum that fully bloomed and missed the pollination cycle because it's pollinator is just now opening flowers and we've had so much heavy rain and snow and ice for months. (It's pouring rain right now again and more snow forecast inland.) I cleaned and made ready the bee house for the orchard Mason bees that live and pollinate here. So many of the pollinators are gone. So I'm just doing what I can to help them out while working to become the 5D human. So many things have left the planet already and I want to be transformed too as the cycles are nearing completion.

So I feel I've rambled here but have expressed the changes taking place too. The podcast was great! I'm glad you got it fixed. Thank you for doing it and for the posts too. They're bringing up some memories. There's no shortage of karma to keep processing, that's for certain! It seems I rarely get a break before more anxiety comes up to process. I don't get any clear pictures of what's coming up, just the anxiety.

I've looked into maybe finding another computer. The person at the store said Google does continual updates then downloads tons of gaming stuff into the Play Store until the computer crashes. They do this about every 4 days now. I don't use the play store or gaming, or even know how to find it, but going to see if the IT business here in town can delete out all that gaming stuff that's making my computer super slow. It would be far cheaper than buying another laptop.

So here's to Love, Clearing out karma and staying open to new possibilities. Life is never stagnant. lol

Much love to you and everyone here

Sherri