Hi Open,

Thank you for elaborating on this, it activated a lot for me. About DNA and the first incarnations: I feel a deep remembrance of the Original Human form and an understanding of how that body worked and how the DNA has been changed. I'm still in the process of remembering. When you mentioned the genetic introduction of the vocal chords during the Ascension exchanges I could feel a deep sense of loss as well, but I also understand our own voice frequencies are a great tool in activating and restoring DNA. I feel very passionate about reactivating the original DNA and have been led some time ago to sound therapy and meta genetics.

For a long time it was hard to see a transparent and innocent nature at the core of myself, because as you said, the Pleiadian energy over time learned how to manipulate as well to gain physical resources mostly, but also to take back their own lost energy through sexual intimacy and emotional manipulation. How it feels and relates to me in my current life, is that I witnessed that the Reptilian energy is very good at mimicking this unconditional loving innocence and let the Pleiadian think they yearn for the same level of intimacy, as to form a bond with the Pleiadian who tends to struggle with the density on the planet. The Reptilian does not however, and offers to serve as wayshower on how to thrive in 3D. But yes, with an agenda! I find it hard still to imagine there was actually an agenda, but seeing the consumptive nature it is likely. It feels very complicated to me how the situation has become over lifetimes, especially with the hybridised bodies that contain multiple star DNA strands.

In my last relationship I saw the repetitive pattern again of naively stepping into it, leaving everything behind on a hunch, but very quickly getting this familiar feeling of an ambush and recognising the exchange of resources for loving energy and caretaking. But other layers too, I felt a lot of my energy was drained through the mental plane (indeed manipulating and creating reality for the other) and then trying to regain it through intimacy for example. Though nothing is really regained like that of course, since coming back home I feel pretty much crushed mentally, emotionally and physically. The Reptilian energy doesn't seem to be drained or bothered by it as much. And at the same time none of this is black and white or strictly one star being energy versus the other, which makes it so hard to get a bigger picture and fully understand the dynamic.

Recently I did find more peace around it, owning my responsibility for the dynamic, crucially without needing the other to do the same. That is the hardest part as blame is mostly put on me, winning over a group of others behind them with false information, without them fully acknowledging their agenda. This had me in a de-energising loop for a while.

I still feel a strong drive to resolve the disharmony completely, but also see a lot of that needs to happen within.

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