Love love love it! Engaging with such great positive energy and inspiration! The guidance is invaluable, but even more so the heartening personal anecdotes which reminds us that we're not alone and that you truly understand what we're going through and that it hasn't been a picnic for you either. That not only is ok to fail but it's expected. i so admire your courage. For myself, despite a rough few months and wanting to give up many times, i've made some crucial realisations and made some higher more aligned decisions on how to be, most importantly learning how to stay calm, that elusive prescence (elusive for me at this point as i've been disassociating around people since i was young, but the protective, hiding kind of disassociation), and just refusing to harbour and project anger, judgement and expectations. i stepped away a bit from Openhand during this time because i felt i was polluting the energy with my negativity, and didn't feel as though i was at a high enough level to even be learning about 5d when i couldn't even control my anger. Feeling as though ii've gained some ground and i'm ready to start climbing the mountain again. Feeling frustrations though at still not being able to fully express because of lack of privacy, but i understand why i'm here and am finally understanding it's exactly where i need to be to get some of my deepest wounds tended so i'm ready for tthe next level where i'm sure i'll be able to not only express fully, but authentically as well. i came to a recent understanding that the purpose isn't to forget or wipe away the experience because it's the experience which becomes the lesson and without it, no learning, no evolving. i'm starting to make peace with the hard stuff and the hard people, and feeling gratitude for all of it. And the hope of true freedom, once i've found the courage to let go. Thank you so much for this and your unstoppable drive to free and guide as many souls as possible. Warrior!💙🙏barb