14/06/2022 Openhand Journal Update

The deeper you surrender into the quantum field by letting go of the attachment for how it crystallises, the more you see the absolute perfection of divinity. But there needs to be a profound self-honesty and complete acceptance of the reflections that come our way. Especially if they are inconvenient or uncomfortable.

Since DIVINICUS I noticed that my usual dialogue with the quantum field had changed. The interrelation through signs and synchronicity wasn't as sharp as usual - the bells and whistles had gotten slightly out of sync! Yet the higher dimensional inner perception of subtle movements was still as strong as ever - so no disconnect from the flow, but still not as clear as usual. We have to be prepared always to let go of sacred cows, that things will shift and move internally and so there'll always be adjustments necessary. But as in the video, if there's ever uncertainty, we just need to say "show me!", then to watch for the divine treasure to land.

With this directive on Sunday morning at dawn, I found myself sitting on a park bench near where I live. I was a degree hacked off - my brand new, all singing all dancing apple computer, had simply decided to shut down during the Ascension Exchanges the day before, and wouldn't fire up again. I had to hastily fire up another machine to rejoin the zoom meeting, in the midst of meditation. It had been a tad inconvenient!! I was also pissed off, that of all the computers I could have received, why that one? Why now? And why did the tech team in the ether that usually supports so well get it so wrong? But crucially, what was it telling me? Always, but always, why had I created the situation?

In the park, as I reflected on it, active attention brought my gaze down to my tracksuit. I was covered in little green aphids. I noticed how they twitched with their antennae. They were sensing and feeling the flow. Other than that there was no immediate reflection that landed.

I'd boxed the computer ready to send it back on Monday, but that evening I'd had a dream of several situations in my life. One was a tech problem, that only needed a quick fix. So on Monday, rather than posting the computer straight back, I called the company who explained that the likelihood was that a "random access memory board" had dislodged in transport. I could either send it back or try to fix it over the phone. I went for the latter, which involved inserting a pen into a circular crevice to flip open a flap. The only pen I had available was a green one, which left a green mark on the catch. Green stood out strongly once more and the immediate realisation that it represented the 4th chakra - the heart.

There were 4 Memory boards and sure enough, it was the 4th one in the sequence that had dislodged by just a millimeter. I pushed it fully back into the housing and the machine fired up right away. Wow! How reality twists and turns, how it reshapes with each step! I realised that at DIVINICUS, my vibe had shifted and raised to a degree so that although I was still perceiving the flow, there wasn't sufficient time for it to weave the 4D through the heart chakra (green) before I was making choices - crystallisations were thus landing prematurely. I had to steady the flow a degree more by holding it in the heart.

I then more deeply understood the synchronicity of the Red Admiral (below). The final time I'd seen it, it actually took off and flew behind a dragonfly - which always to me represents the higher speed of the air dragon. Yet the Red Admiral was clearly reflecting the base chakra (colour red). For the energy to weave more in the heart, there had to be full connection in the base too. There was a need to stay 100% grounded whilst flying at high speeds!!

Dontcha just love how it all weaves together.
Nothing happens by chance.
It all creates the story.
Open 💙