Hi Remy - welcome to Openhand - you're welcome here 🙏

A few things to say - I think you are very much on the right track with your explorations. There are plenty of facets that are aligned with what Openhand is exploring and journeying through. When I look at the narrative that is unfolding, or appears to be so, the crucial thing is to recognise it for what it is: a reflection to greater soul integration possibility. Where am I being invited to go with it next?

Of course the unknown or the unseen, the unconsciousness is always the "problem" - except of course that is the growth area. Always in this space, we only have to ask and the soul will reflect back to us. In your words, the following jumped out, in that it spiked for me in the field:

It’s as if God becomes, something else, and that I’ve reached the end of the line of that concept. I get scared that this juncture is a trap for my Soul, if I have one. The gravity of the unknown.

The answer is right there in the last 5 words: the gravity of the unknown. To me, this speaks perfectly of the universal Torus. It is the gravity around which the universe forms and rotates; it is the unknown because at the core is the vortex of pure presence, and therefore unmanifest. It is "God" because everything springs forth from this singularity. Could you then allow your understanding of God to inquire and evolve deeper by a progressive immersion into this unknown? Ultimately, there is nowhere that God cannot be, and therefore nothing to fear.

Wishing you well

Open 💙