Hi Anonymous, I'm sure many would identify with the struggle between "light" and "dark" that you've so eloquently expressed - my heart goes out to you. The interplay in the family dynamic can be especially challenging in these areas 🙏

But therein lies the judgment, and so the weakness and susceptibility. People often exhibit "the light" but so disregard the buried aspects of themselves, that this "light" is actually darkness of itself - meaning unintegrated and unilluminated. The key is to identify with neither. You are the presence, flowing as a soul. Hence work more to drop through identity and "back" into yourself. From here, the soul simply flows and it needs to be completely integral through both the "light" and the "dark" so it can simply flow in rightness - that's the key of enlightenment, what the soul is yearning to come to. So to progress, it's utterly essential to work through both and integrate through them - find your rightness of being.

Blessings

Open 🙏