I recognise this one Miha - well expressed.

I would reflect that there is some degree of fragmentation happening, possibly in the energy (4D) body or emotional or a combination of both.

How to heal it?

The key is to maintain the knowing of your aligned higher dimensional orientation, even if you can't always be 100% loyal to that. But then with that orientation, allow yourself to be in the unresolution - especially the feelings of that. Then keep illuminating through it. The knots will progressively untangle and realign out. Then clarity will unfold. You'll be able to make aligned choices from there. Freedom will reign!

Much love and well wishes

Open 🙏