This is very moving. i felt a heart connection, a kinship. There's grief, an attachment to it. Grief has such depth and dark beauty to it, very Scorpio energy, makes a good substitue in the absence of love. Surprise and lightness and gratitude after. Just curious why you didn't stay longer or was it edited? omg i love Tilly and you two have such a warm caring loving authentic friendship; i wish i knew how to have that. This was one of your best videos yet, much more real and honest, love that you showed us the process, and feeling that torus meditation; can't wait to explore further. Thank you this is awesome!🙏barb