Hi Annonymous - thanks for sharing. I'm sure many experience similar situations. Know that you are not alone ♥️

It's crucial in these situations to reflect on one's overall purpose in life, and indeed, the bigger purpose of the Universe.
It is to reveal YOU as an inviolable expression of The One. It is to empower you in that position.
In which case, nothing is wasted. And no one can make you feel anything.
You are always doing it to yourself, because you're trying to get love, respect, comfort and support from someone out there.
Instead, the purpose is to find wholeness, completeness and self-love within.
We achieve this by letting go of any need for an outcome in the outer.
You locate the tightness inside and ask if it really serves to carry that burden?
Your wellness and peace depend on no one and no particular circumstance. It is always a personal choice.
It is a choice to simply let go and be free.
You can only be deceived, let down or betrayed by another because you're somehow attaching your well-being to what they might do for you - so you're inadvertently depending on them for who you are - this is self-betrayal. Ultimately, you only need the well-being of self.

I know to let go is easier said than done. Hence I would advise facilitator support.
If you'd like to explore, check our facilitator network: Openhand Facilitator Network

Best wishes

Open 🙏