Hi Open

For me, i've been noticing this increased energy, but that's calmer and lighter than my usual. But at the same time everything is definitely getting more stirred up, and i'm finding things to unravel every day. The theme of letting go is figuring strongly in these circumstances, especially of attachment to misaligned relationships out of fear.

The Sunday evening after the AE as i meditated, i was very aware of this heavy, dense feeling sitting on my crown. So with the spiral breath i attempted to pull it off and send it upwards, which seemed to work. But then i felt these areas of tingling/tickling remaining (still feeling them a bit) so i rose a dragon up my spine and with it blasted the area with flame, which also seemed to work. Checking in every day, i feel to keep a spiral breath in the crown going to keep it from 'ossifying' again, and sometimes in a pinch just shaking my head while bringing in the breath seems to offer a brief relief. It doesn't seem fully open to me yet of course but lighter than before, and that heavy cap of pressure seems diminished.

And yesterday while meditating in the sunlight, i started to feel into Avalonia and make my acquaintances, but was still constricted from anxiety so wasn't able to really notice anything. A short while later though i noticed soap bubbles in the water of something i was soaking and there was a heart, lips and a butterfly. Just like after i would i connect with Gaia, which i found touching. i can't wait to really know her.

Thanks Open!