Hi Open, as always your post had been very timely, bringing clarity to my experiences.
Recently, I am experiencing surge of energies in my lower chakras between 2-3am .. the tide is so strong that I shake up, it feels as though I’ll fall apart. I also feel a warm sweeping feeling in my solar plexus. The most heartening experience for me has been I am being more vocal about my interests and expressing myself. I feel free and more at peace with myself. A new and precious understanding is dawning upon me that I need not contain myself neither in this physical form ( that is for a certain time) nor in a preconditioned mental state. I feel free. And trying not to take life too seriously. However my insecurities still persist and my effort is to come clean and strong!
Thank you for your guidance as always.. I feel blessed and strong to have you by my side. Thank you! Your posts are a great eye openers.