Good to see you Yulia - welcome

I felt to reflect a couple of things about what you said...

When the feminine aspects begin to unravel it is important for me not to 'kill' the masculine.

I'd say that holds with all the qualities of beingness - we'll likely be working with several at the same time. So not to fixate in any one, although patterns might bring a particular one to the fore.

This was important too...

Syncs are amazing. A sad revelation is that OC knows how to mimic them.

Yes, but have you noticed the difference between an authentic synchronicity and that manifested by OC?

Authentic synchronicity tends to be much more spontaneous and in the moment - more like a flow. And it never tells you what to do next. OC induced 'synchronicity' tends to be more clunky and pointing towards things you should do.

There are several tecnhiques we've developed for combating OC induced synchronicity. A key one is to embody a good deal of spotaneity - that way you tend to derail the OC freqeuncies coming in and can actually see/feel them. That way you can lock onto them and eject them.

Best wishes

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