One of the things that's so great about these is re-reading them and seeing things you didn't see before. A question about prescence: a couple years ago i experienced a prescence out side of myself that was like my awareness looking at me from behind. Like I went out of my body into this awareness which swooped down from above and then settled behind me. Because I didn't intend it I was worried it was something else and given the life circumstances at the time, i retreated. Then a couple weeks ago I was speaking into the sky emotionally and then I sensed a prescence there which then came into me. I couldn't hold it for long, maybe because I was trying to? The big thing though is that both times I was under the influence of cannabis. There's no argument from me this is not a tool that will get me far and I see how my dependence on it is highly limiting, but what it does for me at this point is relaxes me and I never realized how tense I am. I started t notice I carry myself tightly around others and the weed takes that away and so I open up and things happen. Now that I understand this I intend to learn to do that for myself. What I'm worried about is whether it's really me? I mean if it's my awareness who else would it be but the worry is I didn't intend it, and being under the influence. But what was happening? And if it's not some malevolent entity trying to possess me (didn't sense that, only prescence), then how? And why? How do I develop it? Any and all insight is very appreciated!🙏

Ps maybe some 4d bubble situation?