Thanks Open ,Aspasia and Marye. It's so beneficial to be able to just talk about this stuff ! . I went and danced a lot yesterday in fact . In India we are in the middle of the Nine days of the Goddess,Aspasia . So that sharing about how 'she' wants to move is very helpful .

Open what I suppressed while sharing is how I can't seem to free wheel as well as others do here. I have shared before that I seem adept at actually feeling the movement of energy within and without but the synchronous loops that everyone seems to be experiencing are fewer and far in between for me. I occasionally glimpse many more layers of information but it quickly gets seived out by what you call rigidity of old patterns . And yes ,the baby is a very interesting happenstance . They actually went to another hospital( the premier institution in India ,actually) because I told them I had no experience and would be doing this form of treatment for the first time - and then returned to my little unit.

There is another baby Megha - he just got operated on because he was born without the front of the abdominal wall. He underwent surgery recently to fix his penis. Interesting that I saw him today as well - seems like I am learning simultaneously to integrate my sacral chakra especially the deformed masculine part and make a connection with the wider aspects via the crown chakra.

My heart chakra seems to open in the presence of a man who I know killed me in a past life. Even thinking about it and it's like my whole chest and back is on fire . I can literally feel waves of energy erupting through it .

I will try and dance with the energy . Thank you so much for the empathy again !

Megha