There with you Hannah! I've been working with the bloodline karma of abuse for quite a while too. And I understand how difficult it can be.

When black magick is involved I find that it's always a good idea to feel the inner connection with any 4d structures at play and then works to detach from them energetically. Because of the illusory nature of linear time, when we work to liberate ourselves in this lifetime it can simultaneously happen for us in all lifetimes where abuse might have taken place.

And for me, acceptance is always about transcending polarities from a energetic point of view. Sometimes it's hard to accept a difficult life lesson through the lenses of the lower mind, when that life lesson is the exact external reflection of the limit to those lenses which we are meant to see beyond. Perhaps instead we're invited to embody a sense of unconditional love from the heart, and accept both "darkness and light" within the self, and others as self. And let the energy flow through from this place.

So when it comes to it, the scene from Captain Marvel always gives me a good sense of inspiration...