Dear Open ,

I have had a challenging day . First I lugged a previous tank of oxygen to my Aunt's ,to find she had already passed . I held space for my cousins and worked through a lot of anger and grief for the situation we seem to be in. My aunt ,when I tuned into her was quite happy too be rid of that body mind and was dancing .When I was tight ,I was literally having a hard time making my way to and from the hospital .

And the tightness ebbed a bit when I was in a Buddhist themed crematorium . Beautiful banyan trees ! Some chaos ,so it was hard to get a spot to burn her ( overloaded because of the spike in deaths ) . But somehow after we reached there ,I was able to focus better. In the waiting period I activated torus and worked through blockages. Also seemed to help a lot of earth bound souls pass.

The angel was the Sikh hearse driver. Very angelic energy. Apparently he has a modest business but as charity he helps people cremate their dead. He was 65 and his name was Trilok Singh ( in Hind it means ,of the 3 worlds- Underworld ,Earth and the heavens ) . And his car number ( called Kabir seva after the saint ) 7007 .

Despite the exhaustion and grief and frustration ,for some reason I feel quite grateful for today .

Thank you for the support through the ether ,

Megha