Hi Hannah - again another brave sharing. Again, one which I believe a lot of women would be able to identify with (some guys too for sure).

It's being objectified but then appearing to gain something from that - some kind of love, and then resources from it. This "prostitution" (I use the word cautiously as a potential karmic trigger to work with) is as old as the mountains, which is prayed upon by the unscrupulous (not just men!). Indeed they can be deeply woven distortions wrapped into the lower chakras which understandably you don't wish to go into. But go into the behaviours we bravely must - denial is no solution. A degree of abstinence will help, interrupting some of the programs that make one susceptible - the kind of partner we might be lured to for example. But then progressively a deep inquiry into the behaviours and allowing oneself to drop right into the lower density feelings, no matter how uncomfortable. That's the only way we can break the conditioning down and come into alignment.

It's right at the moment you lose yourself, in sexual activity for example, where you need to become fully conscious - not to go out of body, bearing in mind that you'll still be wanting to connect into the higher chakras so as to complete the kundalini loop. So it's being earthed at the same time. In these expressions, is where we work to break the behaviours by transforming within them. Of course we must first break the karmic tie at the root of it all.

Remember, we're not getting rid of the truth at the core of these behaviours and karma, which might be loving surrender for example. It might be that you live and work in partnership where there's a healthy synergistic relationship with creating resources - you support each other in different ways. One might be more out there in the 3D whilst the other supports them doing it. It can be a very healthy relationship, providing each knows and respects what the other is giving, and each is empowered in their sovereign choice doing so.

Lots of growth potential for sure!

I wish you well in that - thanks so much for sharing.

Open 💙