Clearly some deep karma coming up here - surrounding the caste system and not being good enough.

On the facilitator gathering here on Avebury we'll be getting into the SEER process for illuminating what these kinds of issues might be about. For anyone whose done it, you'll know it's all about digging deep into the source pain - what's underneath it all at the root?

The question always to ask is, "why did I manifest the situation?"
Then the common demoninator in all answers is, I would say, "you manifested it to activate that part of you which is now reacting". This is where the soul is identyfing with 'reality' in some way.

So the question arises, "are you comfortable in your own skin?" "Can you be comfortable in your own skin?"

In exploring things like awkwardness, it feels to me as if somehow there's a spotlight shining - the public glare. So what does this do? Watch especially the micro contractions in face and body. If you notice this automated tensing mechanisms then you can work into and through them. Keep inquiring, "what am I afraid of that people will see?" "What can I not accept about myself?"

So these are some thoughts that arise from the inquiry.

In loving support

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