I just want to say I belong, you belong, everyone belongs here! Those are the words I find myself saying whenever I feel I should not be here on earth, or even posting here on this forum.

When that voice in my mind says dont do something, or your not worthy or some other horrific thought, I just say hrmm. Time to learn the absolute opposite of this negative! Time to carve just a little bit deeper into any road blocks that might be in my way.

Dredging the bottom of the barrel indeed lol! Funny too as I've been thinking recently about a new kind of painting and they usually come out in two's, yet this time I've got a name first for them. Rise and set. How they'll look, I have no idea. But I've been contemplating them for a bit now.

Oh and what helps me when I feel like my energy is just slagging (sluggish and lagging) and there is no real reason for it, I start just moving really fast or do something really silly! It breaks up the energy around me and gets the heart rate up.

Wyndè