I realise how much I still have been hiding on this journey, but the past days it has all backfired. Lack of empathy and respect for natural balance, manipulating and controlling energy.. The things I didn't want to look at. I walked into a giant wall, telling me there is no way forward like this anymore. Sitting with the feelings of losing everything and everyone is really overwhelming, but I can see how it serves me. I did not want to go on like this either, but it all came in one bang, very befitting 💥💫