Not knowing how to be. Can’t catch a full breath. Feeling everything breaking down, the sheer broken-ness and unsustainability. Bombardment of so many threads and energies pulling in all directions. Deep deep sadness and crying out of nowhere and for no apparent reason. Although I do not particularly resonate with having an experience relating to Sirius. But have recently had a strong sense of Lyra and of feline experience.

I resonate with the challenge of Solar Plexus chakra. I am very conscious of trying to find balance; I have huge amounts of creativity and passion arising, streaming ideas and inspiration. But subtly attaching to that after what feels like a long period of relative inaction due to working through almost everything in life falling away. It feels good to be purposeful and expressing again. But noticing I feel tired, achy, out of whack, and have lost centre and connection within it. So I bring it back, connect with the energies again and then nothing wants to create or do, it simply wants to be, to feel and unravel. I still feel the fire and creativity that wants to express but need to unravel this mash, to stay aligned through it. Feelings of uncertainty, like the foundations are moving, everything changing, not solid in anything…

On the back of this need to find the balance, I saw two images in vision. The first, was me riding a beautiful horse, jumping down from the horse and taking the bit out of its mouth and setting it free – representing letting go of control, choosing a more natural and aligned path, choosing to walk.

Then a herd of elephants coming toward me, not stopping for anything, I am scooped up and atop their collective backs. I hear Interpretation:

The herd of elephant represents the strength and the flow of the energy and momentum right now, it is not going to stop. Align with the energy and the full force of it will flow with you. Remember your sensitivity and subtlety of feeling, elephants are strong, a force, and they are also incredibly sensitive, feeling vibration through the ground and their feet and tuning in to each other with inner knowing; a collective force gently and sensitively, aligning with earth and the flow.

With love and support to all <3