Dear Open ,

I am at a very strange messy place in my life. I am currently witnessing the death of social structure namely my marriage around me . And also have become acquainted with someone I have known since Sirius( that's what I call him ! ) . It seems almost surreal. Like I'm in between parallel Universes at this point.

Thanks to the massive amounts of change within me ,the Pl@ndemic seems to have faded into the background . I am processing furiously every single day . Each day seems more like a year at this point .

As I am looking within what held me to the construct ,I am witnessing large amounts of fear and self betrayal. It is not easy to witness and feel into. On the other hand my thymus gland seems to have become activated and I am feeling strong kundalini surges almost continuosly at this point . Twin flame also seems to have become activated with this person ,though we seem to be mirror opposites in many ways ( especially pl@ndemic wise ...) . Around me ,as I enter into more authenticity ,my friends seem to be getting very trigerred and having to confront.many aspects of their own constructs .

It's is a strange time in my life as my brain seems inept at keeping up with all the changes occurring so I HAVE to go with my authentic feelings rather than any outcome in either direction.

I am continuing to meditate and Bow as much as I can.

This song is what is keeping me afloat somewhat .....

(And Games that never amount to more than their meant will play themselves out)