I'm not sure how to explain the feeling of this energy. When I contemplate it my entire body feels a pulsating sensation of energy from head down to toe. Then back up and about my shoulders I feel like a pressing or something trying to push down from the back top of my shoulders all the way up the back of my spine up beyond the top of my head. Like it's trying to break you in half, but the half isn't midway in the body it's higher up just above the midpoint of the shoulder blades. The words that seem to fit are repressed - oppressed. And then a sense of sadness (not grief),futility; and weighty, perhaps. Not quite finding the words to articulate it properly.

Right now, I don't quite understand it, so, will be sitting with this one for awhile.

Julie