Hi Open - this is perfect timing. I woke up this morning with a thought to look up this article on psychic attack to bring in some reinforcement to the outpost here... (and here you are...).
Geoff and I have been discussing this very thing over the past several days. As we 'fight the good fight' it is coming at us from all angles. Contacts disappear, resources dry up, another unexpected step along the way is thrown at us. Our Ray 1 Warrior energy is on full, high status and alert and still it keeps coming.
Sometimes I play in my imagination to keep myself putting one foot in front of the other and return myself to a place of relative calm. I see myself as a Freedom Fighter (picture a cute, young French girl, with a jaunty tam, in the Resistance movement :) )- ducking behind buildings, swiftly running just out of reach of what is trying to take us all down - on a Cosmic Mission for the benefit of all of Humanity. Geoff described it well the other day. The 'enemy' Matrix is gargantuan and we are darting between its legs staying just out of reach.
When I see this stronger picture of myself, tasked to completion, I sit up straighter, able to breathe more deeply with purpose. What I see is that we are being forced into the moment - its the only place that there is any real relief to strengthen my resolve not to quit - not to give up and leave it to someone else to finish the job.
We are fully aware that we have created all of this for self-realization, but holy shit... we are riding the Dragon with everything that we have and the Raptor is coming up swiftly behind us - Geoff says, to chase us back to heaven and he is finding it an exciting ride amid the blood, sweat and tears. (He truly is my hero... )
I can't claim the same excitement yet, so I hold space, cook conscious food for the 'troops' and breathe into my belly - where the beast wants to reside.
If there truly is an unseen war going on for our Consciousness, then I have chosen my side.
Jeanette (my cute French name....)